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Wish I may
Wish I might
Find my one true love tonight.
You think it could be you?
- Lana Del Rey
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This is how much I love you
You left me, but I’m still here waiting for you and always will be.
You wanted me to approve of your new girl, so I did to make you happy, even though inside it killed me.
You wanted to hear that I was okay, and that I was doing fine like you, so I told you I was.
Even though what makes you happy, depresses me to all hell, I still pray for your happiness over everything.
When you yelled at me and called me every name in the book, I cried, but never said one bad thing back. ‘Cause it would hurt me worse to hurt you, then for you to hurt me.
I didn’t lie to you once.
I refuse to get with anyone, because I don’t want later in life to hurt someone else because maybe, just maybe you might want me back.
I supported everything you do, and still do, even though it takes time away from us.
I don’t even call you anymore, because I want you to live your life happy without having to worry about my unhappiness.
I feel crazy, and I’m pretty sure I sound crazy, but that’s okay because in my heart I know who I love.
I’ve always thought you were perfect. Every single thing that you do, every look you have, every word you speak.
Even though you were self conscience on how you spoke some words, I fucking loved that.
You say one word to me and my heart stops, because It’s the greatest thing I have ever heard.
I wish sometimes we didn’t meet, not because I’m sad now, but because I know that during the times we were together it hurt you also. I hate myself for that.
I always trusted you, even though I knew deep down you could get any girl you wanted if you put your mind to it.
Now that it’s all gone, I still find myself thinking about you all day and night. Even my dreams are of you.
If you went to hell, I’d ask God to let me go with you. Which is sad, because I’ve devoted my life to God. He is supposed to be over everything, but he made my soul, and my soul wants to be with you. Or maybe some love is evil, but either way, if evil is what I am, then so be it, anything for you.
I’m such a rational person, but with you, it’s all rationality out of the window. I mean I know all love is, is chemicals in your brain. So I should be able to find someone else, but I can’t. No one is like you. But maybe it’s not the chemicals that start the love, but the love that starts the chemicals. With you it seems like the chemicals never go away, they just stay in my body, like some strong addiction. Maybe I’m addicted to you.
I absolutely love your eyes. They are like looking at a light blue sky, with a small breeze of serenity.
I love you so much this list could be never ending, like my thoughts of you.
But just like us, this has to end because it’s dark, and I’m getting restless and want to lay down and dream of you, because that’s all I have left.
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Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every cranny of your body. No, don’t blush, I am telling you some truths. That is just being “in love”, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
- Louis de Bernieres
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Most of my Latino and black people who are struggling to get food, clothes and shelter in the hood are so concerned with that, that philosophising about freedom and socialist democracy is usually unfortunately beyond their rationale. They don’t realize that America can’t exist without separating them from their identity, because if we had some sense of who we really are, there’s no way in hell we’d allow this country to push it’s genocidal consensus on our homelands. This ignorance exists, but it can be destroyed.
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